Gagal | Lulus

(14/07/09)
skipped college today...
took a 45 minute ride to the ulu place... (it's somewhere called Ulu Ara if not mistaken)
had to endure his reckless driving...
had to look out for a bloody small cockroach i remember seeing...

reached the place... had a test run before the test...

53's wasn't my lucky number...


see that handsome guy with shades on... cool
But NO MERCY

so far i passed the parking and all... (merely)
i remember doing the parking.... once finished the lady came and ask me am i done... i saw my butt nearly touching the line... so i said "boleh ulang sekali??"
she said "dah boleh tak?? dah habis tak??!" furiously, impatiently...
i took one more glance at my butt and the position of the car and i raised my hand...
she slowly takes one of the pole and move it along the white line... at first the pole touched the right mirror...
"nah nampak tak... dah kena..."
den moves the pole sommore to the back... PHEW... i was safe
she say it was okay...

but...
i failed on the road...
so far i never Died before... i also forgotten how did it happen... was too pissed to remember
i think i was driving quite fast... went down the slope and i couldn't really control the steering and i was out of the line... by abit~ but still... i end up stopping by the roadside... exchanged places with that fat ass (yeah he was damn fat and his leg kept hitting the gear...)
on the way back... "tengok... perlu steady tau... tak boleh suka suka pusing wheel tau..." (yeah i admit i am bad at steering the wheel... but i just kept quiet... i felt bad for failing...)

and bloody instructor said... "told you already... i know the outcome already... no need to discuss about it already la... you don't give him sweet is like that de lor... you see la the next one also sure the same thing..."

no matter what... i'm not gonna PAO... jiak sai~

sigh... need to retake the test again... go AAAALLLLL the way back that ulu place... why la~

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