The End is Just The Beginning
Today I challenged myself to a certain limit. I wasn't familiar driving a manual car, driving to a place I'm unfamiliar with, located far from the nest. I was driving a very old se cond/third/fourth hand car, I kept imagining of the worst case scenarios. I was nervous and afraid, but I didn't show any sign of it. I called my dad to tell him I was leaving, I waved my mum goodbye, before leaving on a journey. I was leaving for Malacca that very day. I will be starting my first new job as an engineer, away from home. I was having so many mixed feelings. Excited that I will be living outside on my own, Sad that I will be leaving the warm and cosy nest, Afraid that I will screw my first job, Happy to be making my own money(soon...), Lost because I really have no idea what I'm doing. 16 years of studying, blink of an eye, I have finally finished my studies and am glad that it's all over. To be honest, I have returned almost everything back to my te