Them Housemates
(10/01/12)
I feel so weak and inferior around them.
I am the last person they would ask if they didn't know how to solve a question.
I always feel like i'm not part of the discussion.
It's as if i'm left behind, so much further away from them.
I am sitting around them, yet they prefer to ask the other housemate sitting upstairs
I don't know why but somehow i feel pissed
They just ignore me...
I am not worried if they see this, they don't even know i have a blog
still, i am grateful to have them as housemates and coursemates.
i can always refer to them whenever i didn't know how to answer a question.
or i could just borrow their solution and refer to it.
or i could ask them to teach me.
when exams season are here, there is this feeling of desperation lingering in the air.
what is the answer to this question; why is it like this but not that; why are there so many equations to memorise, how did you get that answer.
so many distractions...
I feel so weak and inferior around them.
I am the last person they would ask if they didn't know how to solve a question.
I always feel like i'm not part of the discussion.
It's as if i'm left behind, so much further away from them.
I am sitting around them, yet they prefer to ask the other housemate sitting upstairs
I don't know why but somehow i feel pissed
They just ignore me...
I am not worried if they see this, they don't even know i have a blog
I feel... sad, frustrated, hopeless
sometimes i feel as if i am in the wrong course, taking the wrong path of life, they make me feel... badstill, i am grateful to have them as housemates and coursemates.
i can always refer to them whenever i didn't know how to answer a question.
or i could just borrow their solution and refer to it.
or i could ask them to teach me.
when exams season are here, there is this feeling of desperation lingering in the air.
what is the answer to this question; why is it like this but not that; why are there so many equations to memorise, how did you get that answer.
so many distractions...
Took a picture with this bread with equations on it, those who read Doraemon should know.
O Exams... Why art thou such an ass
I just want to quickly get over with this exam season, it sucks
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