ALSCO

today most of my friends had interview for ALSCO (A-Level Student Council)...

reader:"did u join it too?"
well... no...
reader:"why?"
coz i think i'm not qualified to join... i wasn't active in any clubs during high school... so i was afraid to join lo...

then my friends told me it's ok if u don't have any post... u can still join...
Lucas said:" i wasn't active in any societies in high school... i am not applying for any post but i just wanna be a normal member because i don't think i have the leadership skills... i am a BACKUP player..."

why didn't i think of that... seeing so many of my friends joining makes me jealous... that's my usual reaction...i just wanna follow the crowd u see...
yes... co-curriculum is freaking important... too late to cry over split milk? it's our last chance they said... because there is not such thing called clubs or societies in UNI...
anyway i'll try to get a post by joining other clubs or societies that will be starting in Feb or Mac i think... most probably BASKETBALL club... =) or maybe some drama club... i want to be part of a play~

talking about leadership skills... despite joining so many camps or talks about leadership... i admit i'm not a really good leader... BUT i will keep trying...
am i a good leader? well i guess i'll just have to ask my fellow 5Baktians(2008) whether i did a good job as the class monitor... (i'm guessing average...)

Bah... still got many chances (trying to convince myself)... time can wait... i hope...
well good luck to those who applied for ALSCO (if any applied for it are reading this...)
especially you...

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