It's just another year...


ever wondered why is it called Happy New Year, Happy Birthday, Happy this happy that...
not like we wanted it to be sad but why can't it be like Xciting! New Year or maybe Joyful New Year? (still having the Xcite! bug in me...)

anyway... New Year's Eve was a bit boring and not as Xciting! as i thought it would be...
spent NYE at Darren's house watching Paranormal Activity with a bunch of people... seriously that show is not that creepy (maybe cause we were watching in a group and all those noises they keep making...)

i Xpected something like a little party where we chatted or played some games and start countdown-ing before the new year arrives...
instead we just paused the movie for awhile, stood up, heard some fireworks outside, greeted HAPPY NEW YEAR! to everybody and then continued watching the bloody movie...how awesome is that?...

well... it's just another year only what... nothing much...

went swimming just now at the club... i wasn't feeling out of breath but my arm and leg muscles was giving way... did a few laps and i was giving up already...
saw this little girl (maybe 8 yrs old) and she swam like MANY MANY laps...
she didn't stop at all... she did all swimming styles... she was a PRO... at such a young age...
i got discouraged... swam 1 more lap and i gave up...

This New Year's Resolution...
1. don't get jealous over people's achievement and give up easily
2. be more mindful and focused
3. to join the next Xcite! Incovar camp (lol...)
4. be more decisive

i can't think of anything else...
WISHING ALL A XCITING NEW YEAR! GOOD LUCK AND MAY YOU BE WELL AND HAPPY! = þ

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