E n d of A e e y 2

last paper physics 5... screwed the planning one...(practically screwed most of the other papers as well)
no point crying over split milk

there are so many things i wanna say but most of them forgotten due to the bloody, draggy A2 exam...

firstly, bloody A2 exam drag so long. i had a 2 week interval before the next exam. you think it's good but i tend to slack when i know i have 2 weeks before the next paper

secondly, i haven't watched IronMan2 or IPman2 yet... anybody boleh pinjam DVD or pendrive... don't mind watching on the comp

thirdly, my phone survived after taking a bath. it all happened the day i was taking my bio 5 exam. was waiting for my friend to pick me up. mum asked me to help *pick* some mango which is hanging on top of our fishpond. stupid slippers had no grip and i slipped while stepping on the rock. stood in the water, dumbfounded. soon i came to realise my phone and wallet was in my pocket. quickly came out of the pond and tried to save the phone. it was already vibrating and i took the battery out. contained the phone in a bag of rice overnight, then vacumn to suck out most of the water. voila~ everything was okay except LED spoilt, and SKY say it will crash after the next 2 weeks or so... well let's see.

fourthly(is there such word?), one of the reason i had to blog, there was some stupid bloody mouse in the exam hall, making that striking squeeking noise every 10 minutes or so. FUCKing annoying. remembered clearly another incident long time ago when i was having accounts exam. some asshole whose nose kept running and he didn't have a tissue. so he sniffed, and sniffed, and sniffed throughout the exam. fuck go get a bloody tissue la... am i being too sensitive?

fifthly(whatever), others are gonna enjoy their holiday having fun, going for trips, hanging out and so on... i have to work for my dad the next thing in the morning (it's already 2am). Exhibition is coming up soon and he is lacking *leg-hand*. not to say i'm an asshole who doesn't want to help his dad but... can i have a break?

sixthly,

guess what time was this...

the dark clouds taking over the light
is this a sign? 2012 is coming...

couldn't remember when was it but it was around 3.30pm...

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